Stories can be rather dramatic

this is with regards to one of my earlier entries on 2 separate worlds…step no further…first of all, i’m not being EMO…i was EMO, I had been EMO, but i assure u, i’m not being EMO when i entered tat entry……………. XD

anw…i think i need to do some clarification for tat entry…in case u guys are thinking…”poor girl, she got dumped, or she is in love with a relationship tat could never happen,”….give it up man…

anw 2…the following is partially an anime story…i say partially cos i not too gd at giving details such tat u may feel tat its not an anime fic…so DISCLAIMER: don’t read if u r not into animation….but continue if u r “curious” enough to find out….

Since the olden days, Jap power clans have established a partnership…one, the master, one, the servant…a partnership formed to protect clans from the outside world, and from each other, for all were power-hungry…the partnership wasn’t simply a pairing of two skillful ones…it counted on destiny…for without destiny, it was impossible to form the relationship….clans have tried to matchmake power with power for their own selfish gains, but unsuccessful, since the partnership counted on destiny…

the partnership was special, not only because it was a pre-destined event, but it was so tat the partnership will always be a boy and a girl…which in turn portrays a matchmake in the heavens…meaning tat the partnership was a lifetime companionship enfolded by love…regardless if whoever in the partnership took on whichever role…

In the present world, these clans are gradually growing less…since destiny becomes harder and harder to befall upon them…lesser and lesser partners were being form…and since war or fights were minimal in the country…perhaps tat was no need to even have such a partnership anymore…it is easier now to find a partner for people relied no longer on destiny…yet, the MNM clan is one that intends to keep the tradition…their hopes for a son failed, but in returned gain a girl who holds enough potential to be a true warrior…the girl has gained the title of “master”, now, she needs to find her partner…

Haruka (our main girl) enrolls as a guy into the SUK high school, the school of great prestige and of great man and woman (though it was simply a high school) in search of her destined partner…only to find tat he has already attached to another girl…and despite trying to keep a low profile of herself, she ends up helping to bring the two together instead of breaking them up….perhaps, to Haruka, this destined partnership wasn’t really necessary…

However, the MNM clan was not the only one who keeps to the traditions….one rule followed to those who intend to seek their partners…the master, has to take on all invited and unforseen battles with other groups of partners….whether it was his or her choice to do so….so was it a dilemma for Haruka…for though her strength was sufficient to take down attack after attack…it needed to be stopped….

however, the guy in qn, must never noe of these rules and traditions…for it would destroy his love relationship with his girl, as well as the frenship she currently now has with him………………………………………………

Haha….tat’s roughly the main theme of the story…though it seems a lot one-sided on the main girl…the guy actually has a huge role to play as he learns to get curious later on…and tat’s how Haruka wrote that letter to him…2 separate worlds…step no further…

hopefully the story kinda make sense…

Your past doesn’t matter…don’t u noe?

i sometimes wondered if my past could have been a bit more drastic…despite that i was rebellious in the past…it was pretty ignorable cos my “don’t really like to try newstuff” spirit was stagnant, in that i wouldn’t go over the extreme to do sthg silly or ridiculous…

but then again, wat can u expect from a family whose dad insist tat respect to elders is totally necessary and all subjects taken at PSLE must be 90 marks and above…or that u can’t go anywhere else after school…how rebellious can u get with curfews like this….

and with curfews taking up a notch in secondary school days…and ur dad expecting letters from teachers and principals explaining why u reach home at 6pm instead of the usual 5pm…i guess i’m restricted as it is….

but tat doesn’t mean i’m problem free…and i actually thnk God for it…cos u can only love Him if He forgives u…and then u can only love him more if wat he forgave u on is something so severe tat u think the world would have rejected u if they found out….

sometimes i wished i had something tat seems unforgivable…only that can God’s love in my life seem even stronger…but then again, i thnk God tat i don’t have one, since having one is painful…

i’m not really a people person….but wat i really like abt ppl is when they turn around…i noe of ppl who have unacceptable or rebellious past…pasts tat u can only imagine or see off the American programs…it doesn’t matter to me how much they hated the world before…or how much of destruction they have caused…or how many ppl they have killed previously….as long as they are truly repented and have changed and have accepted the Lord…tat’s all that matters…tat’s the kind of ppl i like to see…perhaps i won’t be so outgoing as to approach them…but i’ll definitely stand up for them should anyone chooses to bring up their faults and bad-mouth abt them…

i believe tat’s how Jesus see ppl too…ur past doesn’t matter to him…it isn’t necessary for him to judge ur present or future character or performance…wat matters now is who u r and wat u stand by…..

despite being so far away from being like Jesus, at least i have learnt from Him how to love others….and still learning btw … 

2 Worlds apart…step no further

KZ, 

it’s either the school workload, the darken sky with rain or the plain water talking…but i know i have grown numb…not physically, but mentally….

I’ve been thru too much…to much to even complain…all tat u saw last nite, let it just be seen, not heard…there is nthg to say to u abt it…probe no further…

Both halves of my brain has taken sides…one on urs, one on mine…my heart is one with tat half…for some things are meant to stay hidden…forever…

i feel like, as i was many years back, the stiffness and coldness of my heart…starting to regain in me…

suppose tat after all these cold feelings, my heart to start to melt and the water to dwell and flow from my eyes?…and yet, it doesn’t…perhaps the heart is not melting, it’s still cold….but tat can’t be right, where had all the love, devotion and peace gone too?…all wiped away just becos i drank too much?

networking for the sake of networking is redundant…all the gestures of concern and interest…as if you were really interested in all i had to say…

just tell me ur evil plot…so tat i can pretend not to noe wat it is, and yet, be able to expect the severe consequences for interfering with ur plans…assume not tat all things must be done by ur ways…

as long as ur heart is with her…never will u noe mine…as long as u refuse to abandon her…so will i abandon and ignore you…ur value to me comes from ur soul…it’s either all or none…i take no partials…yet, i’m not forcing u to leave her…it is still ur choice…freely give ur heart to whoever concerns u the most…

we are standing face to face…in between us, a line drawn to separate us…to separate two worlds…a line tat can never be crossed if u don’t give her up…

tat is all i can say…curiosity killed the cat…and so will it kill u…decide wisely for u only have one choice

MNM

Pain? How to define?

call me ignorant…but i guess i don’t understand pain very well…i have experienced pain many a time…but my ability to adapt (or sink into reality) pulls me out of my pain after a while…

but i don’t believe in consistent and continuous pain…becos God said that only good things can come after something bad…and i believe that…those of u who complain no one cares…there is one who does!…have u ever complained to Him and in turn received His comfort?…u too, stop being ignorant!

i noe not to exceed in my emotions…just like in Starwars, there was the line tat says pain to anger to hatred…or sthg like tat…but it’s very true…esp if u try to verify ur thoughts, or if the devil tries to convince u tat u r in the right…stop listening to lies!

mom says i’m going thru a phase…Great, i always go thru a phase after my b-day….darn!…I’m suppose to be an adult already…wat is this?

but u can only learn thru phases…Praise the Lord…without phases, u can’t understand the magnitude of God’s power and His understanding of you……..and as the days pass, I’m learning to rely more on Him than man…Men has disappointed me too many a time for me to rely on them…only God is worthy…let the presence of man grow dim…all i need is the Light

The week of the busiest holiday…

Apologies 1st of all, of promising a clear 21 day of US trip…will do my best during these remaining 4 days b4 school starts…

i had only just finish scanning thru all the USA pics…trust me, thousands of pics are so hard to decide, esp when ur mom is like “don’t take those tat cover ur face” or “makes me look fat, don’t want”, or “stop repeating the same pics” etc. etc. etc…so in any case, it had been narrowed down 503 pics, i pray for the unfortunate ones to see the pics, hoping tat u’ll enjoy them more than suffer from the similar smiling faces…but honestly, i did do my part getting our group to do album covers and funny photos and wat not, just so WE and YOU will not be bored to the kingdom of boredom…is there even such a kingdom?

anw…on a lighter note, the Simpsons movie is OUT!!!!…the best part, I watched it !!!…wait! I haven’t told u the real best part, it’s so funny…oh Wait!, i haven’t told u the really best part, it’s so unique…-_-!!! …… XD

my mom is a cruel critque…she says as if she is watching an extended ep of the Simpsons, but true simpsons fans will noe, that producers’ did little little tricks and funny notes in the show, things tat only fans will understand and know……………but at the same time, the producers’ presented the movie such tat every newcomer exposed to the simpsons movie will love it, and make them yearn for this loveliness tat has continued for the past 400 TV episodes….

i’m proud to say, that as a fan but not a crazy siao fan, tat the movie was not a disappointment…in fact, i watched it twice…the only thing i thought was odd was tat Bart was too “goody-2-shoes”…i noe he did play the naked skateboarding scene, but no pranks on his part, tat’s a bit sad…

but overall, i loved all the jokes…n because i didn’t expect the flow of the storyline, i give 5 thumbs up for this movie out of 5…the only thing is tat i don’t have 5 thumbs…will 2 thumbs do？