関智一….sigh…. XD

I have a new guy to like….n guess wat…he is real this time….oops…(shouldn’t have said tat)…

yes…he is real…but he already has a lot of fans around the world so i don’t stand out anywhere special w me liking him…but he is just Adorable!!!…n has a great voice too….

so who is this person i speak?….most of the english-speakin n non-anime watchers wouldn’t noe him….but he is Tomokazu Seki….search any site for this name n u’ll find his pic….very typical Jap (so not very handsome)…but his voice is just adoring….becos he is a Voice-Actor!!!!!

he is one of the most famous n frenly voice actors known in the anime world…n his voice is totally cool….i’m not sure of all the pdtions he is part of…but i think he voiced as Card Captor Sakura’s older brother Touya, n some character in Fruits Basket (apologies to die-hard fans if i got it wrong)….but i do know tat he is Sagara Sousuke in Full Metal Panic, the emperor Ryuuki in Saiunkoku Monogatari…n the all crazy recent anime Nodame Cantabile (recommend to all classical music fans…the anime plays complete pieces of music) as Chiaki….

the pt for some may be tat he voices too many…u get sick of it…perhaps in future i might….I MIGHT (might only)!!!….but i still love him (both his voice n character…bypass the looks XD)….sigh……

in any case…let me state straight tat i still love L…the only problem is tat he is dead…so i’m not two-timing…unlike so multi-timers i noe (PT, hinting ur way…. ;D )…

anw….i will try to find out how old is he…i tink he is already in his thirties…sigh…so hard to find a humorous n cute guy nowadays…

(P.S. I’m fully aware tat i’m “floating over the flowering fields” right now…so i won’t be bothered by any taunts n teasing…some girls don’t even have someone they like…n some have too many…hee…)

I’m red but not burnt….thnks to SPF30

in sthg w no relation to the above title to be stated at this pt…n i noe i’ve said it many times…but JT is definitely like Ralph Wiggum of the Simpsons…all except the slow brain part…unusual maybe…but the way she said tat she was smart when she got a $15 scholarship….really makes u think…anw…u got to see her do it to believe it…

so…continuing w sthg tat is related to the above title…we had a great outing last sat (or yesterday)…at beach…at bowling…n back at boundary with the movies n pizza….cool day….n the beach turned out to be a great place for the newbies to join in the fun…

we started out East Coast for 3 hrs…it may be weird but we were not allowed to get wet…so we visited a sandcastle n started bike riding…my hands, feet and butt still hurt frm the exercise…it wasn’t easy controlling a double bike cos coordination was very impt…but i still managed to ride a single later…assuring myself tat after 10 years w/o a bike…i still can ride one…

then after lunch…we headed for bowling…it seems tat God answered my prayers cos my bowling wasn’t so bad yesterday…tat n the fact tat i got a lot of crying sounds, encouragement frm others n poking frm PT, made the bowling more fun (partially due to me trying to get away frm PT frm poking me, causing me to run more often to the bowling lane XD)…JT’s frens came to play a few games too but they seemed too cool for us…it’s ok though, we were too wacky for them too…but glat tat they could join us… XD…

finally it was movies back at boundary…totally neat though, cos we got to watch Jim Carrey (one of my fav) in Liar Liar…it’s really an old show, but Jim still packs a punch…esp the NGs…killer XD!!!!…after which, we had pizza (frm the company tat gives a lot of dough) and Over the Hedge…the cd quality wasn’t very gd so we had a lot of freeze frames…at one pt, the frame freezed on the world map and many of us could spot S’pore…we’re being silly though….

so it turned out to be a great day…i had fun too telling jokes on the bus (repeated ones)…n the guys had fun slapping each other silly…it was also great to mix with new ppl…n we love to have them come to ignite…really hope they do and i pray tat God will lead them n guide them….

Exams over…now for some stuff

hey hey….kinda back at this…really sorry in a way cos it seems this blog was neglected pretty bad such tat ppl will only view it when told….sigh….wat m i doing?!!!!…

well….i’ll fill u in….after the previous blog of really strong emotions…i’m kinda ok for a while…till the exams hit…i was surprised tat i kinda got sufficient time (relatively) to finish all my studies b4 the exam….i think maybe except the last 2 to 3 papers…but it was all over yesterday when i completed the online quiz…doing it really carefully n diligently…though the fact is tat it is only 10% of the final grade….in any case…hope i can get more A’s this time rd…i gave up Jap this sem man!!!! (tentatively i was forced to give up since it was clashing w my modules)…

but i won’t say tat all was peaceful n just study…had it to be 2 weeks b4 my first paper was a test God gave me…on FORGIVENESS…now i’m not shouting the word…i just wanted to emphasize it…cos it really was a terrible test (no offence watsoever)… cos in my heart i was like “NO way, not by the brain cells in my brainy brain brain”…n i felt unforgivable after the person treated me…esp since tat SOMEONE was very much related to me…

but how u think i thought it was a test frm God?…well, the funny and amazing thing is tat following tat unforgivable incident, there were at least 4 times when the church shared on forgiveness…now there wasn’t athg going on in the church tat called for a SERIOUS talk on forgiveness but it was like a natural thing since it just passed Easter….but still, having the word being shared differently for more than 4 times really took it to my heart…n to tell u, it wasn’t easy to TAKE THE FIRST STEP to forgive…but i’m glad i did…n things are now a bit better…I”M SET FREE!!!!…for all hatred of course

ok…for the stuff i regretted…well…n old young fren frm Aussie (sorry but i kept to my policy of not giving names, at most DK) flew back to local S’pore to visit w her family for 2 weeks…it was nice of her to visit…but i kinda felt bad tat i didn’t spend much time w her…even the usual after prac suppertime…or went out with her more…then again, i’m not sure how it would turn out…me being the only kid in the family kinda puts me in the losing edge of being a gd host…also since ppl barely came to visit…sigh…

n now…some stuff i’m pondering abt…i sometimes feel tat i’m a bit grouchy (hopefully no one sensed it)…or perhaps not grouchy but naggy…or not naggy or angry at the way certain things r going…considering my age, it may seem rather kiddy but i have a brain tat THINKS TOO MUCH….i’ve been getting upset at one of my juniors for its (i’m using it’s so u guys can’t guess if it’s a girl or boy) attitude towards others n other stuff…but everytime i feel like pointing out its mistake, i’m held back for the fact tat the bible says tat u should see the plank in ur own eye b4 u pull out the dust particles in ur brothers’…so i felt i wasn’t in the position to say athg…

i spoke with the ‘wisdom lady’ in my hse n she told me it is likely that my junior wouldn’t want to hear such things frm me since its parents were already doing the same thing i wanted…n the fact tat after u have told or hinted to the person a couple of times, it was clear tat it doesn’t want to hear anymore…so i was told to not bother….sigh…sometimes i wished tat humans were not as complicated…n if i’m having probs w one, imagine how much more it would be for God…He is truly the one who forgives the most…

anw…i’ll talk abt some fun stuff in my next entry….just hope tat i remember….hee….