School stress is back…even b4 school starts…

Bidding starts today…erm…more of this morning 9am…but the modules i’m choosing are not in this rd…so tat’s kinda relief, i tink…but i also noe tat one of my choices has only 60 placings….likelihood of getting…very low…

ok, i’m not being silly here by choosing modules tat r hard to get…nor m i so inflexible tat i cannot change to other modules…but this sem’s timetable is pretty bad…many of my frens n i have restricted choices over wat we can choose besides our core modules…it’s either clash with lecture timings…or clash with exam timings…

i’m still going for jap this sem…should have enough pts to bid (i hope so cos i need to leave some pts for jap next sem as well)…but the other on r.health has only 60 placings…so this simply means……..a cry out to God…

my mom always tells me to commit ethg to god…like even which supermarket to buy oranges frm (not tat i fancy oranges)…so tat’s y i committed to god the very first day i selected the module for bidding…however, it is usually the waiting part tat is a bit unbearable…in most occasions (though i have onli bid twice so far)…i’m fine with switching my choices during the fast-paced, anxious and reluctantly unnecessary bidding rds…but with so little choices (or practically none tat is suitable enough)…i’ll be pretty freaked out if i had to change choices…Lord, pls help…

anw…i’ll be hving 2 lab sessions this sem…which means i risk myself getting scarred by dangerous chemicals again…my mom usually gets freaked out with my labcoat XD…such tat she refuses to wash it with the other clothing…(as if it will corrode the other clothing…i’m pretty careful u noe…except for injuring myself…hee )…so the labcoat will be soaked separately…well…at least this guarantees tat the labcoat stays white…

ok…sthg not related to school…

the skit has taken off to a good start…though i hope i had not put too much pressure on the Pres…really sorry (sorry for if i put stress on u…n sorry cos i’m apologising here n not too u…)…ah…don’t noe how to continue…really sorry still…but on a lighter note…the ignite had been really cooperative…though we’re working with new ppl n though i’m putting stress on some of them (i’m not sorry here )…someone’s mom even came up to me n asked if her son was cooperating well…n i said yes…becos he was…though it was rather interesting tat his mom asked me so…but i can understand…since it was the first time her son was participating in it…

however…i still mean on keeping the play..or at least some parts…a secret…it may get messy on the day itself…but with god guiding…wat can go wrong?………………….ans: Nothing

The upcoming 1st August…Daffodil-03 0431

even though it is on first august…my mom’s family n me made the trip down to mandai today…(if u have no idea wat i’m referring to…apologies to u…but i need to be less discrete here… slighty sensitive topic…)

we said a short prayer before we stepped in…according to someone tat were many spirits around since it was the 7th month..but we just asked for blood of Jesus to cover us b4 we walked in…

there were at least another 40 more plaques added to the shelves…the youngest 1999…the oldest…i tink was 1919 or earlier..but i was glad tat no one was called home on 6 jun this yr…but it is amazing tat just in one yr…nearly 40 left…n tat’s just D03…i believe there is many more in the other shelves as well as the non-Christian corners…

it kinda makes u think tat god really giveth n taketh…just like tat…not to scare u guys..but it’s kinda true…death is always unpredictable…but we still can count on god to lead n guide…tat way, we can die with no worries…

my mom always reminds me when my grandma saw Jesus…even though i was there when it happen (sad to say i didn’t see Him)…but i was glad tat it happened…

even my cousin was extremely well-behaved…when my mom asked him where we were going…he could say visit po po…n he was extremely quiet while we were there…as we were leaving…my aunt asked him to say gdbye…he went back…touched the photo with his fingers…said a bye…n ran off…it may seem weird…but i guess tat is how he expresses himself…i told my mom tat he prob still remembers first august last yr…on one hand…u really cannot say he is dumb…i believe god is guiding him…

hope tis had not been to sad an entry…it turned out to be a blessing event actually…peaceful…cooling (becos of the rain)…n blessed…

continue to watch over us…Po Po….

To JB and back…

first of all…to thnk God for a stomach pain-free journey…there n back from jb m’sia…

had a great time at jb…shopping and walking around city square…things much cheaper…n got some really nice christian shirts…ok, ok…onli one…but they are definitely much cheaper than in s’pore…the only sad thing was the christian bookshop there had almost every rock christian bands in the US…like Relient k and Superchick…all but Apologetix…in case many of u who don’t noe…apologetix is a band tat takes modern day songs and change the lyrics to christian lyrics…e.g.. the song “lifestyles of the rich n famous” by Good Charlotte….the song title was changed to “lifstyles of the rich n nameless” with the lyrics talking abt the story of the Lazarus n the rich man…when i first heard it…i was over the hills with laughter n at the same time admiration for god inspired tis band to write songs in relation to biblical stories…sthg i find hard to do….anw…back to my jb trip…

we started out in city square (tat is the name of the shopping centre) with a suggestion of a movie by my aunt (btw..me n mom n aunt went for tis trip)…n here, to make those who prefer to watch movies in s’pore go #!@*^%$ (no vulgar words included)…we watch POC Dead Man’s Chest tat cost SGD2.50 per tix n shared a large popcorn set tat was SGD4.50…beat tat POC lovers in s’pore…anw…overall review on the movie…not too bad…but mostly it was Jack Sparrow tat killed us momentarily with laughter…but the story is not really n exciting one..since i figured tat there were overlap of ideas frm King Kong n other monsters of the sea movies…after the movie, my mom was more concerned with the amt of sweat n dirt the actors had to face than how the actual show was…but it was definitely Depp tat made the film worth watching……for 3 bucks…

fyi the actual cost to the tix is RM6.00…the SGD rate is an estimation…but i’m pretty close…

after tat, it was a simply lunch n a whole lot of walkin…found some shirts…picked up a pair of sandals…had a piece of black forest cake (shh…pls do not tell my doctor…becos of my stomach…i was not suppose to take anthg with milk in it…XD)…n stocked up on chewing gum…exercising my jaws into the future…wee…..

my stomach was not exactly in a perfect condition…so i had a couple of discomforts tat ended me up in the toilet for quite some time…the only prob with m’sia toilets is tat u always have to pay for it…RM0.20…cheap…but getting coins can be a burden at times…at least the toilets were clean…n tat now i’m much better…

anw… had a great time…thnk god tat now immigration is so smooth nowadays…quick in, quick out…

Relieved…then it starts again…

i have nvr (nah) felt so comfortable in my life…the past few days have been a drag…having to get up at 2 am for nearly 2 days n not being able to go back to sleep…but praise the lord i slept all the way to morning since last nite…

i have since boycott pig’s stomach…i was my own bad choice of having to eat tat, causing me to miss my last 2 days of work…felt bad for being so irresponsible…but like tat’s over…i tink i still have to stick to a strict diet of watery rice and plain bread…n the amt of carbon pills i put in myself seems absurd…glad tat’s over with…

if the above paras sound nthg like me…haha…well, tat’s wat u get from me…a recovering patient…my brain patterns’ a little mixed-up…n i talk as if i’m a writer…expecting sophisticated audience but only attracting kids wondering wat in the world i was blabbering about…

but i’m glad tat in the midst of all the dizziness…i managed (with my all helpful n likeable team XD) to complete the script for the new church skit…when i was 1st told to do one just two weeks ago, i nearly panicked having to rush a story out tat fast…wasn’t wat i usually work with…but the team deserve most of the credit…having to meet up and discuss in midst of their busy, monotonous schedules (lol, jus kiddin)…n God of course, who made all timing perfect, even if we had busy boring schedules to attend to…Praise the Lord…

school’s starting again…kinda gettin cold feet again…but also getting fustrated with my modules tat clash with ethg tat i intend to take…if u believe tat bidding is based on a personally ability to get the modules u want, i suggest u drop tat idea n turn to God right NOW!…commit it to Him n He will make a way…then again…it may be a bit late for bidding for NTUs n SMUs…life is really filled with ups and downs…still, praise God

anw…as to response to having no comments on my blog…i’m sorry to those who come to my blog looking for comments than reading my blog…even more apologies to those who had to read my entries early in the morn at 3…poor ting…but still thnk all who read my blog..even if u do not leave some part of u here b4 u close the webpage…i guess it’s up to personal choice to decide if u want to comment or not…

anw…it’s usually me…i tend to write tings ppl find hard to comment…oh well…i guess it’s time for lunch…serving?…watery rice of course….it will be awhile b4 i get off it…currently, i’m eyeing on the piece of choco across the table…yum…

How much do u love a car?…How much do u love ur fellow man?…

today’s “learn a new ting everyday” segment: some ppl love cars much much much more than their fellow man…my uncle was kind enough to drive me down to a nearby hawker food area to pick up lunch for my colleagues in office…so in total abt 7 to 8 packets of rice…as i entered into the car with my hands full of food, i tried to opened the car door, such tat i won’t knock into the blue car next door…however, during the struggle to squeeze in the thin slot (sorry tat i’m a little chunky, ok?!), the car door might have (yes, it’s might have cos i not even sure) hit the blue car…but whether it hit or not…the lady of the blue car came over n banged my unc’s car and started scolding tat we had no brains…so stupid…etc. etc. etc…n my poor unc had to keep apologising…

i felt rather bad cos i didn’t noe if i was the main culprit of the incident…but wat i do noe is tat the lady’s car had no dent nor damage frm the “impact” of the car door hitting her car…

during bible study yesterday, my pastor spoke of challenges ppl have to face in life…at tis pt u would be tinking of natural disasters, disease, illnesses, family problems n many more…but i realised tat there is another challenge tat may not seem as big but is one of the hardest to face…LOVING ur fellow man…by tat lady’s attitude, most ppl would have been turned off by her (tis means dislike her, not switch themselves off)…imagine if i asked u to love tat lady…to be kind n concern to her…u’ll be tellin me…”Siao ah!”

in ur lifetime, one can face up to or even more than 20 ppl to dislike n hate…(i don’t exclude myself, but i hope tat i don’t have too many)…n when u ask urself if u can really care for the person, the ans is most likely no…no, becos u can nvr (nah!) bring urself to love someone so distasteful, so improper, so stupid (pardon me, i personally don’t like using the word but i wanna express thoughts of ppl in general), so disgusting…the list goes on…

yet, only one loves everyone the same…n tat is Jesus…he doesn’t care if u r a terrible person or if u hated one…he still loves u…n i believe tat is one of the hardest ting to learn…often we ask to be like Jesus, but how much r we willing to go for to be really like him?…I pray, even for myself, tat i will learn to love, esp tat lady who scold me n yet was kind enough to spare us frm paying a fine (honestly, i tink there was no damage to begin with, therefore no fine)…in fact, tat should be everyone’s prayer…to learn to love…

Birthday galore…n some other random stuff

it was someone’s b-day 3days ago n the guy had the guts to say tat he does not want to accept our present…he’s gonna die…

don’t worry…i can guarantee he will live…i’ll prob strangle him until someone pulls me away…n ppl usually pull u away b4 the victim dies of suffocation…so…not to worry…n also… he is so “powerful” tat even complaining to his mom doesn’t scare him…-_-!!!…so u can be sure tat he will not die…just “gonna” only…XD

it’s been a lot of b-days these few weeks…excluding mine of course…but the best part of b-days is all the well-wishers (who bothered to remember ur b-days) n the presents tat u get…do note tat as u grow older ppl have a harder time giving u stuff for ur b-days…actually i myself don’t mind small soft toys or necessities like clothes n bags…but i have been receiving a lot of books for my b-days…hmm…maybe becos i look intelluctual…or maybe I’M intellectual…

anw…the most happy n joyful b-days (not my own but other ppl’s) tat i had was a little boy of 14 yr old…i got him a present having half the mind tat he may not like it anymore…in the end, he still does?!…lesson?…14 yr olds still like LEGO…in fact, Lego has already increased their play age to 16 yrs old…so all Sec 4s…u now can play Lego without the guilt of still being a kid…anw…seeing ppl being happy over the presents tat u give really makes u happy too …

oh yah…i mentioned random stuff…actually it is not very random but i found it interesting…yes, it is another “learnt sthg new everyday” segment…it happened last nite when my mom, aunt n cousin (the oldest one) n me were on our way home on the bus 39…my cousin was sitting behind a boy n his mother…the boy, abt 4 yr old…was making funny n hooligan faces at my cousin…basically disturbing him…i was sitting at back n when i saw tat, my defensive side started to build up…i got a bit angry, cos my cousin is mentally slow n it didn’t seem nice for kids to be bullying him…i was all prepared to stand up n walk up to the kid to give him tat HOW-DARE-U! stare…but i decided to observe a bit more b4 i took action…i wanted to see how my cousin would handle it…but soon enough, i realised tat both of them were actually playing (though maybe my cousin has no idea wat he is doin )…n i started to relaxed…when the boy reached his stop, he even said bye to my cousin, smiling frm ear to ear… … so tis basically taught me tat tings r nvr (nah) the way they seem…n it was good tat my cousin had positive interactions with ppl outside the family…praise the lord!

My life is changing……becos of God

well…for one…i made slight changes to my blogsite (if there is sucha word)…it’s now green…so don’t worry, u ‘re not color-blind…XD

the fire conference on friday was a powerful conference with the presence of God so strong in tat place…the sermons n msgs really hit me where it hurts…making me ask over n over again how much i’m willing to sacrifice for the Lord…sacrifice here means how much u r willing to put aside time to spent with the Lord…n the RB speaker is such a powerful speaker…one of the members in my church went all the way to the front n asked him to pray for his sick son…n we all believed tat Jesus’ hands in on tat boy…many were in tears tat day in the stadium…the spirit was moving n touching hearts…i prayed tat my tears were not for emotions alone but they flow becos of the special touch frm the spirit…

i will not mention the illness the boy is having now..in fact, i know he is getting better…but there is nthg like boasting abt the Lord after he completely heals him…so when the boy is completely healed (which we all believe he definitely will in Jesus’ name)…i will put his story here…we have a true n living God…it’s amazing wat he can do…n yet many ppl still doubt him…sometimes this really makes me wanna cry…*sob…

n i just realised tat tis is the 1st time i put Jesus’ name in my entries…previously it has always been God…but to earthly ppl God can mean many tings n can take many forms…so using Jesus is being specific of the only true God in the world…i guess some ppl may refrain themselves frm coming back to my blog becos of this…but i don’t care (don’t mean to be rude…let me rephrase…erm…it doesn’t matter…yes…tat is better)…sorry…it should be “it doesn’t matter”…yet in my heart, i yearn for the day where i can forgo this sentence…”U of little faith, y do u doubt?”…. Believe man!

i prayed tat i will be more involved n focused in the music ministry…even though i suddenly feel blur of wat i can do to improve myself…i asked the Lord to take control of my hands n to let me be able to play even better for Him…i asked, i want to achieve…have to start bucking up…though still a bit clueless…Lord, pls guide…

This was meant for the thursday tat passed…

I seem to be getting a habit of typing stuff in office n not putting them on my blog on time…which results in “not ever gonna put it up” effect to continue…sorry if u didn’t understand the above sentence…neither did I…

There is one ting tat I like abt myself…not braggin here…n tat is my belief tat “I can learn sthg new everyday”…no, I’m not currently hosting any kids programs…neither hv I been watching kids’ channels…but really!…tat is wat I really believe in…n it helps too to believe so…u won’t complain so much abt ur life…n u just do ur work as u would daily…there r many examples I can give to show how u learn…

My currently job is at my unc’s place…he runs a business tat rents heavy vehicles to construction companies n projects…n I help out with admin work…admin work may seem rather common-sensed most of the time (esp. if u noe how to operate a printer, copier, fax n phone)…but thru my work…I learned tat holding 300 over vehicles n workers is not easy…vehicles need to go for “check-ups” n inspections, insured…workers need to go for upgrade of skills, courses, n the need to stop them from getting involved in accidents all the time…road taxes, VPCs [vehicle parkin certs], insurance, passes need to renewed n many more…n becos of this, I developed a “workcoholic” habit even when I’m not working (my mom noes abt it cos she caught me staring at an orange heavy vehicle on the road n tryin to read its car plate no.,……my offices HVs r usually orange n I often take a closer look to see if it has a car plate no. I remember…though I can’t say I can recall all 360 nos.)

Also, I have picked up n understand some of the characteristics of m co-workers in my office (yes, I noe u guys r going like “of course will noe lah, everytime see them sure noe sthg!”)…but tat’s my pt exactly…ppl learn tings all the time…but some just complain too much abt their workload… having to do repetitive stuff day in n out…I won’t deny tat I may get sick n tired of doing the same tings everyday…but I always look out for days when I can see new tings like a blind man escorted down a bus by a driver…or when the lady selling noodles near my place takes her own sweet time to serve customers despite the long queue…or when the man selling muffins displays his Creative Vision M right in front of the stall, as if no one interested in a media device tat stores pics, videos n plays more than 1000 over songs…or when mango ang ku kuay taste nthg like mango…

Take time to enjoy tings u do not see everyday, it just might set u tinking another directions n help u forget tat pile of “easy-to-get-paper-cut” workload still left on ur office table…oops…guess I did remind u…sorry…XD