Wat we do without PCs?…

Ok…just to clarify the timing for this entry…it’s at 12 noon…n not at whatever time stated on the top of the entry…I lost the use of my pc…actually also not my pc…haiz…but still cannot get to use it cos it’s no longer available…nvm…I’m innovative…I’ll use a pc to type it n then copy to the blog….smart righ?…yah right…as if I was the first one to start doing tis…ppl so easy to bluff…anw one proof is the difference in font…

Ya…but this entry is definitely done at an earlier time…I just wanted to occupy my lunch hr…anw…here’s an update of tings over the weekend

But before tat…here’s a great big THANKS to my god for helping me achieve such good results in my year 1 sem 2 examinations…I was really glad to get an S for S’pore studies (it’s a bare minimum but it’s good enough since it will not be accounted for in my final grade)…n I got A for Jap n Biochem (biochem was a bit unexpected but still…yeah!!!)…n  Bs for the remaining two…though one was a B- n it thought maybe I could have done better…nvr the less…yeah!!!!…thnk god….

Becos of my cousin’s baptism on sun…my other cousins…the big n the little as I like to call them…came to join our church meeting tat sun afternoon…practically both nearly fell asleep in service (tink I didn’t see issit?!)…but became alive during the food fellowship…the big clings on to me like those little aussie souvenirs with clips tat u clip on wires n paper n leave them there till dust collects…n the little circles me with his portugese (chao da) egg tart as if I’m a the main pole of a merry-go-round…let’s not even talk abt my other juniors…haiz…but u must say I’m getting used to it…since they do it all the time…honestly I cannot get angry with the cute bunch of them…but some of them still owe me money…L

My cousin’s baptism went well…I watched the video clip my mom took while she was there…it was funny cos he had to be led into the water…his hand does not stay up while praying tat someone had to hold it in place…n he tries to swim back after the dipping…haha…so funny…n in the backgrd…u can hear the little one making weird noises..i must say he is very brave to act crazy like tat…but some igniters say he looks like
Mich…to which I personally do not tink so…

Ok…then the bad news…glad I don’t have to call it worse news cos tat sounds so depressing n distressing…not tat I like to acknowledge but some —– is giving some of my juniors the depression…no it has nthg to do with the economy but some of them r feeling discouraged n upset for no reason…damn u —– (sorry…I apologise for using damn…oops used it again)…darn ur ridiculously useless info tat u placed on them…darn u for affecting them n the ppl ard them like tat……but as a church…I’ve learnt to stay strong …together the Igniters will pray for these “kana” confused souls

I think I need upgrading…

erm…apologies to everyone…i just realised tat my previous entry was a rather ridiculous n redundant one…or in local youth language…crap…basically it was used more for occupying my remaining lunch time at work…the clerk teaching me went on holi since mon n i'm running low of work…good thing she will be back next week…let's hope tat there is more work to be done…

ok… for all u those who tink it is better to not have work than have it…i must say u r wrong…on the otherhand…i do not mean tat u have to do so much work tat it kills u…basically u do office work…simply means u must work…wake up ur idea man….ppl not paying u to sit around n act boss all day…some already have managers and supervisors doing tat liao…they do not need another one together with the one they already have n cannot get rid of at a cheaper price…

btw…i am now very impressed with the way things are turning into…u know how some things are called secrets…like when u fren says let me tell u a secret…n u say ok…n thru out the process…u realise tat u are the 101th person learning tat secret…-_-!!!…now i don't wanna have to take out oxford or webster or go online to give u the definition of secret  becos i'm pretty sure u do…then again…some secrets r meant to spread…like wat is happening among the I-youths…hee..hee…glad i'm part of the secret… XD

i was speaking to my mom abt us missing the DVC special on wed last nite…n she mentioned abt how different religions educate the public (though me n my church personally believes tat Christianity is not a religion, it's a relationship with God)…take for example…becos of the movie…Christians are educating the public abt the TRUTH…instead of holding strikes (i'm speaking generally, not just in S'pore cos i noe S'pore cannot hold strikes) or destroying stuff…unlike some…n Buddhism allows their believers to question…which is also a form of education…so i tink it's quite obvious the power of education…n the benefits arising frm using tat form of power…

then again…education goes well with influence…dependent upon a person's ability to totally or partially believe all tat he hears…sometimes even $$$…like the event tat just passed…where everyone got free $$…can't recall wat tat event was called….???…

oh well…anw…one cannot tell how smart locals are…becos they hardly open their mouth to talk abt world issues or tings tat really matter…unless it has to do with the personal thinning of wallets…n youths are not interested to examine the local arena (don't noe becos of wat leh!!)…sad man…

but wat really paranoids me is tat advertisement abt the upcoming Hi-5 show…why parents go…"Oh, my little darlings just adore tat show"…."they know all the songs n they love them"……shouldn't parents be saying, "it's education, the team is loveable, it's worth bringing my kids there"….much more than simple lines of I-have-to-cos-my-kids-like-n-i-don't want-them-to-have-a-childhood-where-they-r-not-spending-me-$$$…where is the authority figure in the family nowadays..it does not necessarily means it has to be the breadwinner of the hse….no wonder we get shows like "Supernanny"…n believe me…it's not just the British kids…don't forget…part of our education comes from them…

Mothers….Fathers….stand ur ground…get ur kid to respect n honor u…not the other way round…wake up ur idea man!!!!

Americans don’t noe maths…

for the true reason to why the above title is so…watch the visa advertisement where the indian girl tries to buy birds for luck…ok…u noe wat i mean…so just go watch and tink a bit harder than u usually do to understand y…it's abt time ppl start using their brains…

ok….i hope it can be seen tat i'm in a happy mood…some websites just noe how to brighten ur day…but i cannot specify…i'm afraid to cross the thin line between copyright and piracy…but the site is definitely intellectual…comical…hilarious…etc.etc.etc…ok….back to serious stuff…

i have interesting frens…so interesting tat they refuse to leave a comment in my blog and they prefer to ask or tell me ethg in my face…ppl…always wanting the easy way out…but yah…they are interesting…in fact…i think all ppl are…becos ppl respond to the same things differently…which makes us special n unique…

n i realised tat i m becoming more n more a Simpson fan…not tat i freeze-frame every scene and episode of Simpsons…but i do aim to watch every episode…sadly my simpson-knowledge is only until season 7…which was broadcast in 1996…backwards knowledge…but i aiming for higher lvls of info…aiming…aiming…so…….

i thought i did a character profile in my entries every once in a while…it's not a spoiler or athg…i just wanna test myself how far i can describe each character….n believe me…this will take mths…considering how many characters they have on that show….

in relation to the title…my first character shall be Bart…in fact…he is one of my favs…sadly not the fav…but close…see if u can guess who my fav is…anw…Bart has so many stuff to talk abt…so a basic profile…he is actually fat…despite his ability to play n run abt…he takes after his dad…n he is one heck of  prankster…he likes beautiful n dangerous girls…sometimes older than him…loves his mother and sister (father…still pending) very much (u onli see it in some episodes)…best buddy is Milhouse…which u can't really understand why since both like to play each other out….tough guy but gets bullied all the time…wants to get paid for wrecking stuff…thinks Lisa's smartness is dumb…etc. n many more…

honestly…sometimes when i look at Bart…he is just so cute…really like a small kid waiting to be cuddled…haiz…maybe i should be borned later…so tat i can stead with him….haha….oh well…*shrug*… 

I can feel changes….

sorry to all my fans for not updating the blog as regularly (bssh!..as if i have blog fans….)…but i recently started work and i bearly have strength to write an entry at home….not tat it is very tiring work but well…admin work…u get the picture…

yes…n this next para is to thank god for helping me find this job…even if it is a company where my father's sister's husband is the manager of…honestly chinese companies are pretty relax…not much stress…n ppl are very friendly cos they are often close to the family…n i even get to wear smart casual (which includes jeans)…no office wear…yeah…n the working hrs are not long…9-5…so…is this a good job…or is it a good job?…thank god cos he gave the perfect job for me…the next ting i hope is tat they constantly give me work or i'll sleep…

then again…more serious things are taking place…changes…even in myself…n i m NOT going thru puberty the second time…once is enough…but u just feel tat aura(s) are turning and…and…haiz….

ok…this prob started becos of my "Rensei"..now i'm being nice by giving him…yes, him (girls stop giggling..he's like 20 yrs older)…tat name…apologies to my parents who told me not to call ppl names…cos each of them have one already and one is all they need…also…i noe tat is not a real word…but i have the urge to really let him have it (have wat u ask…oh…sthg bad…u better believe it)….

then again…my kind-like-and-try-not-to-get-in-trouble nature has prevented me frm doing so…haiz…3Q Holy Spirit and consciousness…but i tink he is taking things a little to out of hand…

now i can't say much over this entry…not becos it's a non-private entry (obviously…since it's on the web)…but other ppl who noe him may read this n i don't wanna be the one to break his reputation or his image he has on others…for details…come to me personally n i'll see if it's alrite for u to noe…all i can say is tat he made a great mistake…even though everybody makes mistake…but to me…it's sad tat he made tat mistake..God pls help him…

anw…on a lighter note…i'm lookin forward to next week…wise ppl will noe why…n wise ppl can give the anwer by leaving it in the comments…2 winners will be selected for a special treat frm me……but u got to admit tat it can get frightening every time it comes on…not becos of physical matters…but wat ur frens will do when it arrives…drives ppl mad with the urge to strangle and kick..which i was refrain frm…n the usual guessing for desires..haiz…i noe it's not their fault but it can get fustrating at times…anw…looking forward to a sushi buffet…provided not too EX..then again…wat is not EX these days….

Can u define chaos just by looking at a butterfly?

I have come to realised tat work pays…in terms of salary n all…but finding one and then keeping to it is another thing…haiz…

I'm having my so called 3 months break now…of course it is no longer 3 mths…more like 2 mths and how-many days…but yah…we call it 3 mths…ok….usually my lazy bone kicks in to tell me to relax….however…i end up bored… I must say tat i was influence by my frens to find a job this holiday…then again…everyone is…unless u belong to such a rich family and u cannot be bothered to work…then tat's ur prob……of course…me and my frens soon learned tat finding a job after exams (which means we should have started b4 tat) is totally hard…every agency we go to tells us tat they do not have jobs at the moment….

I have been to some interviews…ok…just one…n a couple of proposed interviews…the one i went for was at science centre…as a lab assistant…the pay was low (5/hr) but at least i got to wear jeans (better than office wear)…but had to handle lizards…so kinda freaked out…but it was not a total waste of time there…my fren who went with me for the interview and myself had a great time reading qns off a large wall panel in the waiting area…my fav qn is shown in the title…can u define chaos just by looking at a butterfly?…not that i have an ans to it…but this and other qns really make u tink…like…can man run out of history to repeat?…are apples and oranges the same?…really neat qns….

Then another fren of mine asked if i wanted to give out free ice cream at a theme park…also 5/hr…but i was interested…however i was not shortlisted since i stayed too far away…shortly after…i received a call from one of the agents saying tat he has a offer at woodlands industrial park…near my place…6/hr…but he never called back thereafter… Then today…i confirmed with one of my aunts tat i will take a job offer she found…will be starting work this wed…at an office..hopefully i don't have to wear office attire…jeans are ok…must pray abt tat…

Usually there are 2 things i look out for in my work…first…must have work to do…ok….laugh all u want cos my previous job…initially they refuse to give me athg to do just becos i'm a temp…took at least 1 mth b4 i had any real work…2nd…lunch hr…basically i onli need 15 mins to finish lunch…n the rest of the time i wonder wat i do…cos prob i won't be eating with my colleagues…i'm pretty nervous ard others…hardly have athg to converse with…will ask the lord to help me…

Will definitely pray to the lord for courage…fren…and His presence to be with me…becos it is always good to commit sthg to God even before it happens…n it is a good way to exercise our faith…i believe and love my Lord… XD

More than words….

yup….note to include powerpt and excel…real good helpers…though it's basically a monopoly by Bill Gates and his PC softwares….but wat the hey…

Ok…it turns out that my previous entry might have sounded a bit…teeny weeny bit…negative…however….the real news is….it was not suppose to…i am totally fine…thanks to all who were concerned…i am absolutely normal…in fact…i should be happy cos i don't have any sch till Aug…of course…u might wanna count looking for job as a potential prob…but definitely not at the moment… XD

i guess i do not have athg serious to write at the moment…but maybe will update soon on my activities…but i must say…have no exam is making me bored…must start doing more interesting stuff…both for myself and for the Lord….

oh yes…my president says tat he is planning some activity for the church….not sure for ignite onli or everyone…but looking forward to it…somehow i regretted hving to tell him to take his time…he is taking too long…. ….oh well… once word come out…four horse hard to chase….wow…chinese have words for ethg… XD

Define feedback…n all that comes about…

ok…ppl say feedback is impt…for improvement…for continual updating and upgrading…at times may be bad…but it's good for u……my ans…depends i guess…cos i believe i'm sentimental (eww!!) and i get throw off easily…though it is not right to say tat one gets throw off easily…negative feedback basically makes me feel bad for like 2 days…then i get better and forget the whole thing….yeah….anw…i am sensitive enough to noe who is really giving me beneficial feedback and who is not…so watch out….as much as i hope to hear positive feedback….pls be honest to me…

my apologies if this blog is not suited to public taste…i'm sorry if i don't talk abt the latest fashion and such and such…the latest idols and what they are doing to ruin their own lives…and i'm sorry tat i am writing abt myself (but if tat is not wat u wanna read…y r u here)…anw…no offense…just wanna express my thoughts in a discreet manner that will not draw media attn (i cannot afford the law suits…how likely am i to win?)…n inject a bit of humor here and there…even if it's lame…break a leg man!

basically…i just wanna occupy time and improve writing skills…if u really wanna interested blog…go visit that blog by the 80 yr old lady in China…advertised by the local news…she writes really good articles on politics…even may encourage u to take on a more serious note to politics…in case u didn't noe…politics are everywhere…and usually…u don't have to look for them to find them XD…at least i noe there is a lot in NS…though i have never been there…

btw….my exams are over and will not start till Nov 2006…